In a sense, God has started to become my Sweetheartaˆ”one just who adore me personally completely and never fails myself. His company is now so actual to me in time. Iaˆ™m reminded on the verse in Isaiah 54:4 that defines goodness as a Husband. So although If only i really could have acquired a loving partner, I wouldnaˆ™t exchange that for oneness I have experienced with God through my personal tests.
I finally recognized that my personal relationship may not previously bring any better
Some body as soon as expected me the way I would become whenever my husband passes away. Would we become relieved he couldnaˆ™t hurt me anymore or create my life any further anxiety?